i am pauee. a braveheart. a happy-go-lucky person. in-love with friends, family and paulo. im trying to solve all the complexities of this life im living.
the contest that had been most awaited by me and my fellow student affiliates in my research laboratory, Mobile Robotics Lab, which is MADC or Microcontroller Applications Design Contest and the Mobot Races is finally over.
what can i say? it had definitely been a learning experience for all of us. to put it bluntly, it had not been a very good year for us, that is comparing it to last year. of course some of us won, but it had not been a sweep like last year. it was a bit sad, but definitely made us more challenged for a come back next year.
it had proven that cramming is not appropriate in this contest. my partner and i literally crammed our entry. i can blame our subjects, especially eee53, which really came to the way of accomplishing our mobot way behind time. but in the end it was really poor time management. there's noone to blame but ourselves.
anyway, what really happened? red mouse did not even enter the maze. we blame it to poor design and faulty connections. because red mouse's sensors were really crammed, it was not able to adapt to the lighting in the place. and we learned not to use photosensors for that contest, ever again.
here's a picture of red mouse.. i love this little thing and i will continually improve it. watch for its pagbabalik next year!!
here's a picture of the maze red mouse was suppose to finish.
and here's a video of kuya meynard's tagpi finishing it. congrats. tagpi won 1st place.
anyway, to recap the event, as i have said kuya meynard's tagpi won 1st place in the advanced category, meanwhile she and allan's prembot won 2nd place. in the mission-based category, angel's silver mouse and mends' black mouse trap tied at 2nd place, and angel's white mouse took away the 1st place. kuya meynard's mk3 won 2nd place in the line following category. way to go!
in the open design category, ren's thesis went home with an honoroble mention. my labmates, mends and kit got 2nd place with their wireless lan enabled indoor mobile robot platform III. and my friends from IRC sheila, sheryl and allan's thesis went home with the grand prize. the first place had been ours (mobot's) for 2 years in a row but IRC took it this year. of course i was still happy, i mean cmon, THOSE ARE MY FRIENDS AND IM SO PROUD OF THEM. besides, my labmates getting the 2nd place is great too.
watch out. next year i will be joining the open design category with my thesis. and i also aim to join every category. hey, i only have 5 to 9 units that sem. so MADC people watch out. bwahaha.
i hate it when people fight somewhere public, like for example, exchange of harsh words in yahoogroups. i mean hello, everyone can read that!
i was having the same feeling with the drift between tipz and oliver. i mean, man, can't you guys just text or email each other? should you broadcast those comments? its so immature, and so undeniably downright insensitive.
Jorge Sison's body is still on wake, can't you guys even respect that? May his soul rest in peace.
Once tagged by this entry, write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. In the end of it, pick six of your friends and tag them! (No tag backs). This explanation must be included, of course.
So here it goes:
1. I am going to take a do or die exam tomorrow on eee53. its DO get a perfect score or DIE.
2. I am currently taking pills that supposedly would increase my appetite (back read post). and i think its working.
3. I am fascinated with pinoy dream academy.
4. I had zero alcohol intake for the last 4 months and counting.
5. I am confused with what im going to do after college.
because we are really trying to study.. but it seems like we're fighting a losing battle..
i need to have a perfect score in tomorrow's exam to atleast qualify for removals..
that sucks, big time.
but then i just found out that almost everyone NORMAL (normal meaning, people who dont perfect exams and who have to work they're asses off just to get decent grades) have the same situation.. it makes me a little bit glad..
there's a big chance for a curve..
"coz im hopeful, yes i am.."
sigh. why does it have to be like this?
sana kung wala na talagang pag-asa, alam mo na agad. hindi yung aasa ka pa tapos sa bandang huli wala rin pala. para mag-apply yung kasabihang lahat ng problema may solusyon, at kung walang solusyon, wag nang problemahin. kung wala na tong solution, wala nang pag-asa, sana wala na ako dito ngayon. sana nagmove on na ako sa buhay dahil napakadami ko pang kailangang intindihin at gawin.
i watched Just my Luck last wednesday in dvd.. it was starred by Lindsay Lohan and some hot guy.. it was a tale about a very lucky girl who interacted with a very "unlucky guy" and somehow their fates switched.. and the girl had gone thru a lot of shits and craps while the guys gets the "good ones"..
well, this weekend i felt like i had gone thru a miserable fight with lady luck.. yep, it rained and it really poured.. you wouldve thought this kind of things only happen in movies..
start of, i thought i was not gonna be able to attend cathy's victory party in laguna (cathy won the ms. philippines-earth title).. because i can't find anyone to attend it with, i can not seem to contact my friends.. comes saturday and im pretty determined that i aint gonna be attending the party that's why im so down and sad.. it was 3pm when Verns called asking if i would come.. i told her i probably wont but she said she'll be mad if i wont, she gave me nel's landline number.. i called her and she said we would meet at her house at around 4:30 because she's still in manila.. anyways, you wouldve guessed it, because it is marinel, that 4:30 means 5:30, so i arrived at their house around that time, guess what, she wasnt there yet, and to top that, their aint no power in their house.. good thing i am close to her mom so we just conversed while waiting for nel.. after an hour, she arrived with verns and anna.. we arrived at cathy's party at around 8:30 when the party started at 6.. nakakahiya.. well yeah, some things never change.. kami pa din ang barakada na laging late kung dumating..
when we arrive, i noticed one of the persons i hate so much is there.. yep titan is there.. yung maniac.. grr.. and he is with my friends too.. he smiled at me.. and if i hadnt kept my cool i couldve told him "lay off jerk" or something like, "hi, long time no see, i thought you're dead..".. but since it is a victory party, i kept calm and just pretended he wasnt there..
in the middle of the party, i felt the call of nature so i asked nel to accompany me to the lavatory.. only to find out that my period came! i felt so miserable and since i am the type who always have dysmenorrhea on the first day, that is the time when i really started to feel like shit and feel uncomfortable and just wanna come home..
after the party, nel dropped me off at festival mall where my sister was supposed to fetch me.. suddenly my cellfone ran out of battery, just as i was about to text her that i am already there.. the mall is closed, its about 12 midnight.. i am having menstrual cramps.. i was waiting for about an hour, when our house is less than 20 minutes away.. i felt that i am dying.. i have no choice, i approached the security guard and asked him if i could use his fone, thats when i found out my sister was waiting for me at alabang town center!! i got so angry, because never before did i asked them to fetch me there, it was always at festi because it was more convenient!!.. shortly my sister came, and i was so mad and so furious and so was she that we shouted at each other.. i started to cry with all the emotional stress plus im having cramps!! when we arrived home i hurried to the comfort room, i showered, had my pajama on and went to sleep..
i woke up 11:30 am the next day.. i was still frustrated, and my head hurts, and im still having cramps.. and to top that, my phone doesn't work.. my dad decided to trade-in my phone for another unit.. but when we arrived there, noone would accept my phone kasi nga its sira.. darn bad trip.. my dad decided to go home as he would try to fix my phone first, meanwhile i would use my mom's k700i muna.. i was so frustrated, i really felt it was a bad idea the day i bought my cellphone.. darn it.. note to pauee: never buy 2nd hand phones from now on..
too much of a bad weekend..
anyways, i have started drinking this chinese vitamins that goes with the name Ling Zhi Chuang Yao Wan.. it is suppose to boost my appetite, i mean like 12x.. it worked for nel, she was the one who recommended it.. i mean i am really getting tired of my skinny mukhang bata look.. i want to look healthier and i guess older.. hey, i am 21..
gah.. This typhoon "milenyo" had had me experience so many firsts, i still can't believe we have electricity now!!! woohoo!!!
anyways, i was home since monday, because monday morning, i felt really sick while in my eee53 class, i can't help but fall asleep because my eyes and head hurt so much, i am not the type of the person who sleeps in class nomatter how sleepy i am, i would rather go outside to sleep there than inside the room, but that day i really can't control my dizziness.. i decided to go home after my sts class..
tuesday zoomed by, my parents didnt allow me to go to school to have a rest.. they said i needed the energy since finals week is fast approaching, i missed coe115 lec and mobot elective class.. spent the day watching tv and surfing the net..
wednesday, i learned that a storm is coming, and its going to hit manila and most part of luzon, which hadnt happen since like 1995 (i dont recall it at all.).. for that reason, classes on the next day was suspended on all levels including post graduates, i had experienced these suspensions because of typhoons before, but i felt like it was my first time to hear that post graduates are included.. i realized it is gonna be one hell of a storm.. but my dad told me that PAG-ASA commits mistakes a lot of times, and this can be another one..
but boy, PAG-ASA was indeed accurate this time. thursday morning, my sister and i was awaken because the aircondition turned off, that is when we realized that our place have no electricity. we thought, what the heck, brownouts happen, sooner or later the power will come back. but it didnt. in the middle of the morning, the sky was so dark, and the wind is blowing harder and harder.. we were beginning to panic, realizing that some of our window panes are already cracked (they are old..) and the storm can damage it further, we decided to take precautionary measures, but then we realized we are too late, some of the window panes crashed. it was creepy. we were holding on to some, we put cardboards to prevent the rain from making our house more wet inside. the wooden fences of our neighbors fell down, everything were acting crazy.. i was so terrified yet i remained calm. we hear trees falling down. is it the end of the world? in less than an hour the storm faded, the sky cleared and the wind was silent.. many people went outside, exchanging fearsome stories, we saw some powerlines almost cut and the fences, its a disaster.. soon enough, the sky again became dark, and the storm was there again.. only this time, it was worse, it is hitting in a different direction, in a direction wherein we cant do anything to prevent the house from getting wet inside. we moved some of the furnitures and appliances, gah! there was flood inside the house!!! and our house was elevated!! soon again, it was all over. the storm left, and theres nothing left but a disastrous neighborhood, and an overly wet living room. fortunately noone was hurt.
but gah! its friday and we still dont have electricity!! we are a family who cant live without electricity. we are addicted to aircondition, television, internet and microwave!!! it was really back to basics, we went along with just a fan (an abaniko), one emergency light/flashlight, two candles and a refrigerator full of goodies. and oh! a car, with car chargers to charge our phones. it was funny, our relatives requested to charge their phones in our car, so there was a really a long queue.. my mom can not stand how lonely it is at home, so went mall hopping, as in literal na mall hopping.. from festival supermall (where we ate at cabalen's and i dont like the food there), we went to sm southmall because my dad was looking for a bread maker and sm malls have their appliance store. it was so hot in SM. turned out henry sy didnt give enough funds to have the generators supply the airconditioners. (grabe talaga si henry sy!! capitalista!), my dad cant stand the heat so we hurried outside, and decided to go to ayala alabang town center instead. pero ang init din don! its way cooler than in SM but still, gah!! we headed back to Festival supermall, pero andami namang tao!! oh well, we were searching for a rechargeable electric fan (figuring that we are not having power for long..), but everywhere we look, sold out lage!! but there are many fans there na nakasaksak, nakikicharge!! gah!!
friday night, we were all so exhausted, that's why when we arrived home, we took a bath and fell asleep.
speaking of taking a bath, our neighborhood sucks! when theres no power, there no water supply and dial tone!! we have to "igib" (what a weird word).. wah! miserable talaga ang buhay non.
it was saturday afternoon when the power came back, i really jumped and shouted and i almost cried of happiness!! its back to civilization..
but then, i cant be too happy knowing that there are a lot of lives lost and families who lost their homes and possessions.. it was really a disaster.. and i really believe prayers can help..
it has been a long since the last time i intentionally devoted time for some internalization. my parents thought i was so tired and that i was sleeping all the time when in fact, i was half awake, lying in bed, spending time to actually think things out. at first i was afraid that i might burst out into tears, then my parents would know that i was not sleeping. but with everything i've been to, i guess i also gained the strength to control my emotions from coming out when i do not need them. and this is the right time to suppress them. i needed to be rational, and as everyone knows, having your emotions involved can somehow make one irrational.
anyway, as i was watching XMEN 2 (i was having an XMEN watching marathon, from cartoons to movies, it helps me to get my mind off things), a certain statement in the introduction somewhat triggered this "thinking mode." it goes like this. i guess it was stated by professor x, or something, basta it is narrated at the beginning.
By the way, it is a historical fact -- Sharing has never been humanity's defining attribute.
i was struck with the statement. it was so true. from pre-historic time, up to now, it was really true. That is why powerful countries was colonizing, centuries ago. That is why the Philippines was colonized. That is why, every country wants independence. That is why the United States was so mad of counties in the middle east. Also the reason, why those countries hate US in return. It is the reason why wars took place. It is probably the reason for everything.
so can this be called selfishness? the answer was most likely a no. if someone doesn't want to share, doesn't mean he wants that something only for himself. he just don't want the other person taking something that is his. kinda confusing right? oh you'll get it. it is a very serious issue. a topic that can take more than years to debate about. selfishness and unwillingness to share was two attribute that were closely related, yet very different. one can lead to another, but it doesn't practically mean they are one and the same. they are two sides of the same coin, the same, but still very different. you can never see a coin that is both heads or both tails, can you?
they say man is born selfish, id rather put it in the way the narrator from xmen brought it. it makes it sound less lectured. makes it nicer to hear. there are certainly a lot of issues wherein people wouldn't want to share something that is his.
take my experience for example. i just realized that privacy was a very serious topic for some people. of course i can not blame them. again, if they aren't willing to share it, that is their personality. it doesn't make them selfish people, no it doesnt. i just have to learn that not all people are the same. some issues are more important to others. i can not just grab their privacy away from them and expect that it will be alright. it took me long to actually realize that. again, maybe it would have been easier if they have already told me about it right at the beginning, i am no psychic, nevertheless, now that i had learned about it, i would give it back to them. their privacy, i mean.
unwillingness to share is not an issue for me. i mean i love sharing. most of the time, i buy food not because i want them, rather because i want to share them. (take oreo, chips ahoy and chocolates for example, why do i buy them when i don't eat them?). i give things to charity because it makes my heart warmer. i dont want to boast about it but i think i would be a good politician (in that aspect only, hahaha). when i was not yet in my major years, i devoted most of my time for the organization and i was not asking for anything in return, not even gratitude. it is just who i am. i mean i can be really mean, and frank sometimes, but i really love sharing. I just love seeing the faces of the young ones in the org when i bring them ensaymadas in the morning. and i love sharing to my friends the most. see paulo's blog for my writeup and you would most likely believe me. haha
but then i realized, i was not that generous when it comes to forgiving people. with everything that happened to me, i seemed to have grown a little animal within me that is keeping all the hatred i had with people who went against me through all these years. that little animal is the reason why nomatter how happy i am, there is this tiny sadness still inside me. i can not seem to learn how to forget about things. it was just very difficult for me.
i went to mass this morning, i am already a young adult, and i should learn to let go of the little animal. i prayed to Him and asked for his help to learn to forgive. i prayed for all the people i hate, and i also prayed that someday, i would be able to forget about hating them.
this is just the beginning. i would be able to go through all this i know. i just know.
tagalog muna ako. so yun na nga hindi na nga muna ako magoovernight muna ngayon at next week. kumbaga magpapalamig muna ako. grabe kasi ang emotional stress na binibigay nang mga huling pangyayari sa akin lalo na this past days. ibang klase.
a conversation i had with a good friend. she's also in her fifth year, taking up ECE in ust. we are kind of having the same problems regarding school life. read to find out.
Vernadette Ann Padilla: walang justice dito sa mundo! Vernadette Ann Padilla: hindi man lang ako pwedeng magbeauty rest para sa grd pic ko bukas Vernadette Ann Padilla: pambihira! ---- pAu: hahahaha ---- pAu: kamusta nga pala, anong thesis mo? Vernadette Ann Padilla: wala pa kmeng thesis... haha un mas bulok haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: sa OJT kukunin ung thesis e hindi pa ko tapos Vernadette Ann Padilla: 4hours pa haha ---- pAu: oh. ---- pAu: samin kasi 1 sem thesis proposal tas 1 sem thesis proper. Vernadette Ann Padilla: oh ---- pAu: anong field ka ba, sa comms? Vernadette Ann Padilla: telecomms Vernadette Ann Padilla: bayantel ---- pAu: oh ---- pAu: yakang yaka yan. ---- pAu: konting convolution at double-sided bands lang yan. hehe ---- pAu: Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: putcha, ung microprocessor design nmen hindi mukang micro ---- pAu: bakit? 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Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha ---- pAu: sinabi mo pa Vernadette Ann Padilla: i love it hahaha e di sana grads na tyo at nagcacall center na rin ---- pAu: yezzz Vernadette Ann Padilla: kc madami ding psyche eh ---- pAu: o kaya nag-aaral ulit tayo ng nursing. ahahahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga! kaya lang hindi ako pwede nun kasi takot ako sa dugo Vernadette Ann Padilla: kaya nagyosi nlng ako hahaha ---- pAu: haha. ako naman takot sa mga hinihiwa at tinatahing balat ---- pAu: Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: patay tayo jan! Vernadette Ann Padilla: wawa nman tyo Vernadette Ann Padilla: di pwedeng magnursing hahaha ---- pAu: boo. nagmamagaling kasi tayo, may pa-techo-technology engineering pa tayong nalalaman Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oonga magaling tayo eh Vernadette Ann Padilla: boo hoo! Vernadette Ann Padilla: nakakasuka pala to Vernadette Ann Padilla: my attention span is being tested again.. ---- pAu: ang lalakas kasi ng loob Vernadette Ann Padilla: nakakainggit talaga ung mga tapos na Vernadette Ann Padilla: goodluck kay nel at gis hahaha ---- pAu: ahahaha ---- pAu: at least may mga doctor tayong mga kabarkada. na nagmamagaling din Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha lahat tayo nagmamagaling hahaha ---- pAu: kakainis nga e ---- pAu: si base nga nakausap ko 1 tym naaawa talaga ako e. hirap na hirap na talaga sha. sobrang lungkot nga niya e Vernadette Ann Padilla: oonga mukang nahihirapan na talaga un Vernadette Ann Padilla: kelangan nating magkita dis sembreak! Vernadette Ann Padilla: uupakan ko ang hindi pwede hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: teka, si anna ba grad na? ---- pAu: hindi pa daw e ---- pAu: isa pa yun sa mga malungkot sa thesis Vernadette Ann Padilla: si bily din malungkot sa thesis ---- pAu: bakit daw? ---- pAu: takte nakakatawa yung mga entry ni bily sa multiply niya haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: hindi kasi nya matapos tapos...tinatamad na kc un... lahat ng barkada nya tapos na except lang sha Vernadette Ann Padilla: barkada nung HS plus ung mga tropa nya ngayon ibaiba na sila ng thesis Vernadette Ann Padilla: so parang magisa lang talaga sha Vernadette Ann Padilla: nagpapasama nga sken un sa DOST kc walang ibang pwedeng sumama kaya lang hindi rin ako pwede... Vernadette Ann Padilla: wala kang multiply di ba!? Vernadette Ann Padilla: magmultiply ka na rin! ---- pAu: wala e. yung livejournal na lang Vernadette Ann Padilla: eehh... ---- pAu: mafee2l ko din yun next year. lahat kayo graduate na. tas pati mga tropa ko mga 3 na lang kaming matitira. iba iba pa ng lab so iba iba din ng thesis. buti na lang mag teateaching assistant si pau habang nagmamasters Vernadette Ann Padilla: haha ang arte Vernadette Ann Padilla: hay pauee, wag kang pasiguro... feling ko isang taon pa ko sa uste ---- pAu: sana naman hindi ---- pAu: kita tayo sa sembreak, sana may outing naman tayo. puerto or something Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha sana may pera ako haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: takte wala akong pambura!?! pambihira Vernadette Ann Padilla: may nagnakaw ng eraser ko huhuhuhu ---- pAu: hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: plus sana payagan ako... ang alam ng mga magulang ko "graduating" ako hahaha ---- pAu: hay ---- pAu: ako tanggap na nila ---- pAu: i can never have too much of a good thing ---- pAu: besides mahirap talaga yung kurso Vernadette Ann Padilla: haha sana nga matanggap nila Vernadette Ann Padilla: na may isang taon pang kelangang bayaran ng tuition hahaha ---- pAu: infairness ang mahal naman kasi ---- pAu: haha. Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oonga hhahahaha ---- pAu: ako napapamahal lang kasi nagbabayad din ng dorm Vernadette Ann Padilla: ako may apartment pa haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: plus kuryente plus tubig plus baon ---- pAu: kasama mo naman si ate veron e Vernadette Ann Padilla: plus internet hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: pero kahit na, high school na si vernet next year... ---- pAu: huwaw Vernadette Ann Padilla: kung matatapos ako ngayon, laking luwag yun sa kanila Vernadette Ann Padilla: sabay "dapat" kami gragraduate eh Vernadette Ann Padilla: hay ---- pAu: kami din ni ate. sabay dapat ---- pAu: oh well. ikaw may chance pa. ako wala na talaga e Vernadette Ann Padilla: hay sana lang talaga ---- pAu: gusto ko na din grumadweyt! ---- pAu: wala lang para kasing antagal ko na sa college. Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha ako rin!! Vernadette Ann Padilla: nbulok na ko sa uste ---- pAu: hay kaya siguro sa ibang course 4 years lang yung normal. kasi sa 5th year kakasawa na talaga! Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga, nakakaSUKA!!! ---- pAu: ---- pAu: narealize ko kasi nung nagkkwentuhan kami ng friends ko, parang ang dami na talagang napagdaanan. sorbang tagal na!! super seniors na talaga dapat may discount na tayo ---- pAu: haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga... dapat may pangalan na ko sa bawat puno sa uste ---- pAu: or may ipangalan sa ating hall Vernadette Ann Padilla: ang tagal na talaga... nagkwe2ntuhan na kme tungkol sa mga kalokohan nmen nung 1st year! ---- pAu: oo tas parang ang tagal na sobra! Vernadette Ann Padilla: dapat monumento tayo sa tabi ni chino roces sa mendiola! Vernadette Ann Padilla: dapat may monumento pala Vernadette Ann Padilla: ayoko maging monumento hahaha ---- pAu: ayoko din !!! creepy ayokong maging semento Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha mas gusto kong maging play-doh kesa maging semento Vernadette Ann Padilla: kasi mas flexible hhahahaha ---- pAu: oo nga ---- pAu: ayoko maging matigas Vernadette Ann Padilla: pwede ka pang mamili ng kulay o di ba? ---- pAu: at different shapes! ---- pAu: shet ang sarap nung bata pa tayo no? problema lang natin tumigas na yung playdoh. or buhol2 buhok ni barbie Vernadette Ann Padilla: haha gusto kong maging star-shaped na clay sa tabi ni chino roces hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oo nga at pag kinain nung aso mo si polly Vernadette Ann Padilla: o kaya pag pinugot ung ulo ng paperdoll mo... ---- pAu: or ang takot pag nakakita ng troll ---- pAu: na suppose to be lucky daw Vernadette Ann Padilla: eehh, nakakatakot talaga un Vernadette Ann Padilla: kadiri ---- pAu: at saka pag may naputol na crayon! shet bad trip yun! ---- pAu: nawawala pa isang piraso ng lego. baka nasa ilalim ng kama! Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo o kaya pag nawala ung isa sa mga lututuan pieces mo! Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oo nga o baka nasingit sa sofa! ---- pAu: hahaha! ang saya no. those days parang ang bigat na nung mga problems na yun. shet para tayong nagsususulat ng article ---- pAu: ipopost ko nga to sa blog ko. ahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: ako din haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: parang sa ngayon, sobrang kumplekado na talaga... Vernadette Ann Padilla: ung tipong gusto mo nang magtago na lang at sabihing "walang tao!" pag may problema ka ule ---- pAu: oo nga. sarap sumigaw ng "wala, umalis, tulog!" Vernadette Ann Padilla: o kaya "sarado bangko!" Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: excited pa tayo magcollege nung nasa HS tyo... ---- pAu: putek!] Vernadette Ann Padilla: o well... ---- pAu: kaya pala pinakamasaya yung highschool sa lahat ---- pAu: kasi walang kahirap hirap!! Vernadette Ann Padilla: kasi mashado pa tayong bata nung gradeschool tpos nakakasuka na pag college! ---- pAu: problema natin noon kung magtatatalon na naman ba si sir f ---- pAu: or kung matatalo na naman tayo ng mga third year haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: at least non umuuwi lang tayo ng late... Vernadette Ann Padilla: kampante tayong papasa tayo Vernadette Ann Padilla: haha third year bulok haha ---- pAu: problema din natin non kung may jeep ba na zapote kabila ---- pAu: haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: haha tama kasi kung hindi magtataxi tayo hahaha ---- pAu: e nakakaasar pa naman sa zapote na hindi kabila. ang hirap maghanap ng jeep ang traffic pa Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo kaya naglalakad tayo hahaha ---- pAu: at saka parang di tayo nauubusan ng pera noon no? Vernadette Ann Padilla: oonga! ---- pAu: everyday mcdo ---- pAu: bakit ganon? Vernadette Ann Padilla: takte minsan quickly pa ---- pAu: mas tumaas pa nga baon ko ngaun e. pero laging nauubusan Vernadette Ann Padilla: 150 a day lang ako non! ---- pAu: amazing Vernadette Ann Padilla: 500 ako ngayon pero wala pa ring ipon! ---- pAu: ang galing sorbang laki ng pagkakaiba Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo! Vernadette Ann Padilla: as in! Vernadette Ann Padilla: the usual pa rin nman ako, 1meal a day... ---- pAu: oo nga! Vernadette Ann Padilla: bket nga kaya... ---- pAu: ang weird weird ---- pAu: tas ngayon nga ang lapit pa ng inuuwian natin e Vernadette Ann Padilla: db dati ang damidami ntng binibiling extra na walang saysay talaga!?! Vernadette Ann Padilla: ung mga rip lang na kung anoano ---- pAu: oo! sa kates at sa food trip sa likod ng andrews, ano bang tawag dun sa lugar na yun? Vernadette Ann Padilla: 15pesos na lang pamasahe ko ngayon compared sa magkano dati Vernadette Ann Padilla: pamintuan ba!?! Vernadette Ann Padilla: o kanells? ---- pAu: pamintuan? putek di ko na maalala ---- pAu: basta yung may lasagna di ba yun Vernadette Ann Padilla: ung may cheesesticks na sobrang sarap sa pamintuan ---- pAu: kung san san tayo kumakain pero andami pa din pera sa secret pocket ng palda Vernadette Ann Padilla: ung may chicken ala king at baked mac na sobrang sarapa kanells Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga hahaha ---- pAu: hehe!! ansaya putek! ang sarap ng highschool Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga...problema lang non si sister mila na penguin ---- pAu: bumibili pa tayo ng walang kwentang malagkit na bagay na may fetus sa loob Vernadette Ann Padilla: at si sir f na manyak ---- pAu: o kaya daliri Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oo minsan pag swerte ka mata ung laman... slime! ---- pAu: ---- pAu: shet! ---- pAu: problema lang natin non yung tupi ng medyas e Vernadette Ann Padilla: nakakaiyak sha talaga kung pagiisipan mo maigi... Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha chaka pag nahuli kang long skirt ---- pAu: hahahaha!!! ---- pAu: at kung paano tayo papasok ng maaga para sa cheering Vernadette Ann Padilla: o kaya long blouse... sino nga un ule?! sino ung may long blouse sten!?? c auraley ba? ---- pAu: Vernadette Ann Padilla: at sa mass sa chapel ---- pAu: long blouse ng putek ---- pAu: onga, lagot wala kang dalang songbook\ Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha wala kang dalang canned goods ---- pAu: saka saan tayo maghuhugas ng face paint after ng sabayan or speech choir or cheering!! Vernadette Ann Padilla: "i am a professional late comer" ---- pAu: glitters sa buhok ---- pAu: rosary everyday! Vernadette Ann Padilla: sa lunch break na normal ang oras Vernadette Ann Padilla: nung highschool normal ang oras ng lunch break!!! ---- pAu: at sino nga ulit yung adviser natin na pinayagan tayonng nakahiga sa sahig nung rosary? Vernadette Ann Padilla: hindi ka kakain ng lunch ng alastres ng hpon! ng sarap!!!! ---- pAu: shet oo nga! Vernadette Ann Padilla: mrs.torres ba un? ---- pAu: may chance ka talagang kumain! Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo dapat lang madiskarte ka sa canteen ---- pAu: haha si mrs torres, yung di matanggal yung backpack nung retreat Vernadette Ann Padilla: oi ung chits!!! ---- pAu: shet nakakamiss yung chits!! Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahahaha si ultimate warrior ---- pAu: diskarte sa pagpapalit ng chits! san ba mas walang pila! Vernadette Ann Padilla: kulay blue yata ung 20, kulay green ata ung 5, kulay orange ata ung 1 Vernadette Ann Padilla: san ka ba may kakilala ---- pAu: shet naaalala mo pa! ---- pAu: hahahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: san bang pila ung merong may crush sayo! ---- pAu: nakakaiyak namputek! Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga... ---- pAu: haha. crushes. mga lower years na patay na patay.. hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: ansarap bumalik Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha mga lower years na psychotic kamo hahaha ---- pAu: parang "hoy! babae din kami ano ba!!!" ---- pAu: shet library hours na useless. Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahahaha oonga Vernadette Ann Padilla: ung requird kang manghiram at ubusin ung slot ng library card mo ---- pAu: investigatory project na walang kakwenta kwenta ---- pAu: grabe Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha nabaliw ung mga isda eh hahaha ---- pAu: at nangamatay yung mga daga Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha ---- pAu: at yung semento nating gawa sa kung ano Vernadette Ann Padilla: ung palakeng dinala ni cathy!! ---- pAu: at yung clay nating ginawa as in ginawa Vernadette Ann Padilla: plaster of paris!! ---- pAu: glass tubing na shinape Vernadette Ann Padilla: at ung ice cream na may fudge hahaha ---- pAu: huwah!! Vernadette Ann Padilla: glass tubing na binutas ung palda ni cathy ---- pAu: hahaha!! ---- pAu: ang thursday cleaners, gusto ko ako sa board!!! ---- pAu: or sa chairs. wag lang sa mop! Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha ako gusto kong tumakas hahaha ---- pAu: hahahaha ---- pAu: concert ng parokya at side a Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha pinaupo tayo ni mrs lee eh ---- pAu: may naalala ako! yung maala-ala mo kaya sa bahay niyo dito sa pag-asa! ikaw si ate charo! ---- pAu: ang dried leaves project! ---- pAu: pinlantsa pa natin putek Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oo nga na binato nyo ko ng alpombra Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oonga hahaha ---- pAu: para sa kunwarong spoof ---- pAu: kunwari Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo! hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: ung "blair witch project" na may extrang sampayan ---- pAu: shet! ---- pAu: may pakanta kanta pa tayo!! ---- pAu: hahaah! ---- pAu: gusto kong mapanood yun! ---- pAu: may magic stones pa yun haha! Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha "stat's the hardest thing i ever had to do.." in the tune of hardest thing ng 98degrees Vernadette Ann Padilla: multo si nanay ni mur!! ---- pAu: shet! nakakaloka ---- pAu: velocity, is distance over time.. in the tune of points of authority! Vernadette Ann Padilla: nasakin pa ata ung kopya nung balir witch... hindi ko lang sure... ---- pAu: acceleration is the rate of how speed changes ---- pAu: hahahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: putcha nakakatawa na nakakaiyak ---- pAu: onga e. wow. ang hirap na non nung panahon na yun. hay Vernadette Ann Padilla: na sana baliktad na lang. limang taon nung high skul, apat na taon ung college ---- pAu: hay. oo. ---- pAu: or kaya sana nauna yung college. nyeh pwede ba yun. hehe. i mean yung hirap. tas ngayon sana madali na Vernadette Ann Padilla: "can't let you see how stat means to me... when my hands are tired and my hearts not free... it's not meant to be..." ---- pAu: hahahaha shet ---- pAu: putek. yung play natin na babae ako tas kunwari lalaki.. naalala mo yun? yung kina cathy comedy na lahat bakla.. sa imc pa nga yun e.. Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oo chinese opera hahaha ---- pAu: may sayaw pa kami ni normalyn tungkol sa suck ---- pAu: duck Vernadette Ann Padilla: nanay mo ko non di ba?! ---- pAu: ah haha yes ---- pAu: putek. Vernadette Ann Padilla: dratic umiyak talaga ako nalusaw ung face paint haha Vernadette Ann Padilla: damatic ---- pAu: hahahaha ---- pAu: nakakapraning putek. ---- pAu: andali ng buhay. ang saya ang sarap Vernadette Ann Padilla: tangina naalala m one summer day na nagpagod tayo para makatulog ng maaga hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: naglakad tayo sa buong pag-asa hahaha ---- pAu: hahahaha!!! ---- pAu: oo nga. kasi nakakasawa kapag summer. walang magawa! gusto natin lagi may pasok kasi masaya ---- pAu: ngayon putek, sembreak na pleaaaaassssee!! Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha oonga! dati nakakasuka pag summer, ngayon nakakasuka pag may klase Vernadette Ann Padilla: putcha, ---- pAu: sinabi mo pa ---- pAu: haaay ---- pAu: nakakadown gusto ko na grumadweyt Vernadette Ann Padilla: ako din hay Vernadette Ann Padilla: sana magkita talaga tayo sa sembreak hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: kasi sigurado mas hectic sa second sem... ---- pAu: oo naman ---- pAu: hay. ---- pAu: bukas balik normal na naman. punta na naman ako sa skul para mabulok sa lab. putek ---- pAu: back to real life. ---- pAu: haaaaay Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga, miski pictorial feeling ko burden hahaha ---- pAu: grabe ---- pAu: darn it. ---- pAu: nadodown ako sobr Vernadette Ann Padilla: balik edit ng projects...build ng movie presentation... shoot ng movie presentation Vernadette Ann Padilla: ako din Vernadette Ann Padilla: gusto kong maglasing sa zesto mango juice ---- pAu: gusto kong maglasing sa C2 purple Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha purple! hindi ko pa natitikman un! ---- pAu: gusto ko makita si john lloyd cruz Vernadette Ann Padilla: masarap ba? ---- pAu: a oo masarap. Vernadette Ann Padilla: nakita ko na sha, ang gwapo shet! Vernadette Ann Padilla: muka rin shang masarap hahaha ---- pAu: ako din nakita ko sila ni bea at si sam milby Vernadette Ann Padilla: ayoko kay sam milby panget nman un eh ---- pAu: gusto ko ulit shang makita para sumaya ---- pAu: panget nga bulol pa Vernadette Ann Padilla: gusto kong makita si nicolas cage hahaha mangarap ka bwiset ---- pAu: putek ---- pAu: sana artista na lang tayo no Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga ---- pAu: at least problema natin kung anong isusuot sa guesting at anong hairdo Vernadette Ann Padilla: may kakilala pala ako sa pinoy dream academy ---- pAu: at kung kelan yung session kay vicky belo Vernadette Ann Padilla: si RJ naabutan ko sa uste ---- pAu: ahh ---- pAu: nakita ko na din yun sa personal kasi kumanta sha dati sa UP. yung miss kita pag tuesday Vernadette Ann Padilla: haha malamang sexy ako pag artista ako... salamat kay vicky belo Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha ang liit nya noh!?! Vernadette Ann Padilla: matalino un! ---- pAu: oo nga. di naman kagwapuhan. pero maganda boses! ---- pAu: ece ba sha? Vernadette Ann Padilla: yep Vernadette Ann Padilla: isang taon tanda sten Vernadette Ann Padilla: sha ung host nung pageant nmen ---- pAu: hay. dapat sumali na lang tayo sa pinoy dream academy Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga, ang drama sa likod ng pangarap ---- pAu: putek. e sa atin ngayon ang pangarap sa likod ng drama. ahaha. totoo! Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha totoo ---- pAu: naloloka na ako!! Vernadette Ann Padilla: engineering:ang bangungot sa likod ng pangarap Vernadette Ann Padilla: o db ang ganda!! ---- pAu: alam mo yun, masaya naman sa skul e, madaming kaibigan and gimiks, mas free pa nga tayo kasi independent life talaga. wala mashadong bawal. pero putek ang daming expectations!! ---- pAu: at requirements! walang katapusan! Vernadette Ann Padilla: oo nga... andami ngang requirements hahaha hindi talaga sila napapagod kakacheck ng requirements hahaha ---- pAu: oo nga mga putek sila. hay ---- pAu: o sige, matutulog na ako at maaga pa ako babalik sa tunay na buhay bukas. Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha o cge po... nagbibilang pa ako ng logic gates sa visio hahaha Vernadette Ann Padilla: ingat sa tunay na buhay, baka makagat ka haha ---- pAu: goodnight. gud luck sa lahat. salamat sa pagsama sa akin sa fantasy land. haha ---- pAu: babye Vernadette Ann Padilla: hahaha bye
i starting to feel the message of this song. dang never ending requirements, brain bashing exams, time consuming projects, machine problems and reports. mastering the art of cramming, staying up late and literally not sleeping at all. staying in the lab for the whole week. namumutla na nga ako e. and for what? what's in store for us after all this? we still graduate as mediocre people. hindi pa din high standards and standing natin. kailangan pa din natin mag-aral ulit. and go through all ive stated above again and again. dang it.
anyways, i'm feeling this way because our darned coe115 board doent work. and i cant find where the crap is the problem. we've checked every problem that may occur over and over again, darn no, it's still not working. we've decided to make another board. and probably pass the machine problem a week late. oh well, everyone have their fare share of 115 board problems i guess.
i've just checked my curriculum again. and ive come with a list of the subjects i still need to take:
physics 103 and 104 - 4 units each me 63 and ce22 - 3 units each coe 113 - 3 units one SSP GE (most likely philo11) - 3 units eee 190 - 2 units coe 198 - 5 units 1 PE (probably wall climbing) - 0 units
a total of 27 units if i did my math right. i planned to take 18 units next sem. so that leaves me 9 units for my remaining sem in UP. that's probably my thesis (198), physics 104 and a PE. if my parents would allow me to take summer class id probably take physics and PE. so id be free with my thesis on my last sem.
leaves me thinking, if i've taken summer classes on my third year, id probably graduate next sem. oh well, too late for regrets.
im planning to find a job so that i'll have during my thesis sem.
anyways, here's the song again:
BLUE JEANS (originally by APO, sung by Rocksteddy)
Nandirito kami ngayon Nagsusumikap sa araw-araw Kayod nang kayod Hanggang sa mapagod Maaga pa nang nakatanaw
Paminsan-minsan ay naglalaro Pag-ibig lang ang di ginagawang biro Kung sa tuksuhan lang hindi pahuhuli Kinabukasan ay tinatabi
Paminsan-minsan ay nabibigo Sakit sa puso ay hindi maitago Ngunit tuloy pa rin di pinapansin Ang kabuhayan ang intindihin
(Pause)
Blue Jeans Alam mo ba ang ibig sabihin Ng ating pagsisikap sa eskwela
Blue Jeans Gabi na ng iwanan ang pag-aaral At sama-sama tayong magsaya
Ngunit ang kabataan daw ay kayaman Wag daw basta’t itapon at papabayaan Kaya magsikap tayo habang may panahon at Mag-aral at mag-ipon tayo ng karunungan
Blue Jeans Sige, sige, sige kayod sa skwela at Balang araw makikita nyo
Blue Jeans At pagkatapos ng iyong paghihirap Di ka rin makakahanap ng trabaho
Sino ba silang nagmamarunong sa buhay Huwag sana silang makialam sa aking buhay Anong kinabukasan pagkatapos sa skwela Huwag ng isipin at baka mangamba ka pa
Kay tagal-tagal ko ng nag-aaral Tingnan mo kupas na aking maong Woh!
Kung akala mo ako ay natuto na Hindi pa rin
Kay tagal-tagal ko ng nag-aaral Tingnan mo kupas na aking maong Woh!
Kung akala mo ako ay natuto na Hindi pa rin
Di pa rin, di pa rin, di pa rin
Blue Jeans Sige, sige, sige kayod sa skwela at Balang araw makikita nyo
Blue Jeans At pagkatapos ng iyong paghihirap Di ka rin makakahanap ng trabaho
Sino ba silang nagmamarunong sa buhay Huwag sana silang makialam sa aking buhay Anong kinabukasan pagkatapos sa skwela Huwag ng isipin at baka mangamba ka pa
Blue jeans Blue jeans Blue jeans Blue jeans Blue jeans
Blue jeans Hah, hah, hah Blue jeans Hah, hah, hah Blue jeans Hah, hah, hah Blue jeans Hah, hah, hah Blue jeans Hah, hah, hah
i am finally done with all my yearbook writeups. last friday, all of us (me and my friends at least) rushed and crammed to finish all the yearbook requirements (that day is the deadline too. harhar). when we finally finished it (burned in a cd and printed) we headed to eng'g, passed the writeups, payed of course (im 1600 pesos poorer.. darn) we were able to get the contact prints of our gradpics in return.
poor luck got into me. after i photocopied my contact prints, i seemed to have lost our couple's pic somewhere. i traced my tracks but i still wasn't able to locate it. oh well. i guess i would just be seeing our couple's pic again sometime next year when it gets printed.
anyways, i was pretty satisfied with my gradpics. i specially like my glamour shot. i guess im not in the position to judge though, im biased and vain. hardiharhar. i'll live it to all my fans out there say whether these were good pictures. haha. (disclaimer: poor quality because they were scanned)
here i am in a toga. i can here it. graduation is coming!! tan, tantantantan, tantantantan, tanan, tananananan, tananan, tananan.. :D
here's what im gonna wear if i am going to attend the university graduation. i will, of course.
In formal shots. spot the difference. :D
my favorite shot. ain't i glamourous? lol.
these are my creative shots. i was suppose to be posing as a techie-person. instead i appeared like a commercial model for smart or globe. lol. :D
i was just browsing through some pictures and realized how different my hair looked 2 years ago. i had bangs, and my hair was all black and shiny. i dont miss my bangs but i love how shiny it looks. it was beautiful. Boohoo.
This one's taken in a Meralco Resort. It is a pretty family picture.
My. My bangs seem to look good on me. My cousins are so wacky.
no. we did not intentionally exclude ourselves to the planned circuit sine. its just that, some of the berks were not free that thursday, and we have already planned to watch that movie together. that was why we watched "you are the one" last friday instead of the circuit sine date.
about the movie. i think it is really funny, the jokes and puns are delivered correctly. and some of the serious parts of the movie are also hilarious. haha. storywise, it was fairly predictable, typical filipino happy-ending-where-at-the-end-when-the-leads-kiss-music-will-play kind of love story. but all in all, it was a good movie and we were really laughing our heads off.
the experience was really fun, especially because i watched it with my friends. masaya yung experience, kahit sa totoo lang di naman kami nag-uusap-usap dahil nga nanonood, yung presence lang ng mga totoong kaibigan ko, kakaiba na ang pakiramdam. anyway, here are some pictures. We watched the movie at The Block.
The picture above is illegal. Cameras are not allowed inside the theater but paulo managed to sneak it. harhar. Allan, She, Sheila, JP, dudepauee, Tintin, Rose and Tipz. Paulo is the one who took this illegal shot. haha.
This one is taken outside the cinema. (alas! this one's legal)
Where is Allan O.? That's the reason why tintin is the one who took this last shot. The girls of berks and their beloved guys. (disclaimer: tipz is rose's best friend)
if only orson, bananiy, a.lo, raffy and rr were there. then my beloved friends will be complete. I LOVE BERKS.
1. Yesterday i had been fascinated with brain teasers and optical illusions that i spent about 3 hours just solving and staring at them. at the end of the day i got a terrible headache, mostly because my eyes got strained. haha. here are some of my favorite optical illusions:
try staring at one of the yellow dots, and notice how the other dots seem to disappear! hah. i know this one's old. but it was always my favorite.
lights. finally, all the flourescent bulbs in our laboratory our now functioning! last tuesday, us student affiliates of mobile robotics laboratory had a meeting with sir mong where all our concerns and the lab's of course are discussed. and one of the concerns raised is the lighting in the lab. some of the fluorescents are not functioning. and alas, a while ago, a few maintenance guys came and replaced the faulty bulbs! yey. the lab's environment is becoming better and better. awesome, first the aircon was fixed, then two more computers are installed, the wi-fi is fixed, and now all the bulbs are functioning. wow.
more on the issues discussed during the meeting, we also talked about the applicants and their status. the top four apps are now probationary sa's. the next four will have a second interview with sir mong. sir mong will then decide if they will also be accepted as probi's. sir mong also discussed our probable 190 projects. it got me thinking which project will i choose. i have about a month or so to think it over.
camera. i just visited pau's blog and i was really fascinated with the scrolling pictures he has on his side bar. i might make one myself. only i don't have much interesting pictures to place. i mean, i have so many digital pictures stored in my harddrive, but i dont think they are interesting enough because they are old pictures. it's really ironic, because i own a digicam and a camera phone yet i don't have a lot of recent pictures. starting monday, im going to start taking new pictures.
action. the action had not yet stopped. the truth is slowly coming out. people of all sorts are starting to ask questions. i dont have the slightest idea onto where or who their sources are. one thing i know is that i stopped talking. as tipz had said, i decided to be the receiving end of rumors, or in this case, truths. what's happening now is basically the subject's fault. they are just not careful enough. they can really be seen together, and too closely together if i may add. and they can not blame people if they are speculating. they know that, they were once part of these people. and i just want to add, all that is happening, is basically because of karma.
and no, I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE SO STOP PRETENDING THAT YOU ARE MY FRIEND. i hate it when you act as if nothing happened. things did happen and it really changed everything. and i repeat, i don't feel like this if you have not REJECTED US. you chose him. and no, its not because you chose to be together, it's because YOU CHOSE TO LISTEN TO HIM AND FORGET EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN THROUGH BECAUSE OF HIM. words are still ringing in my ear, "lumugar nga kayo sa kalulugaran niyo.", "bakit ba kailangan mong malaman ang lahat.", "sinira niyo ang buhay ko.", "gusto ko kayong paiyakin, mura-murahin, saktan.", "wala na ang foundation ng pagkakaibigan natin.", "ok lang kung ako lang ang maapektuhan, kaso may ibang nadadamay." do you remember those words huh?!!?? if you dont, then do remember it. because we do. so STOP ACTING AS IF WE ARE STILL FRIENDS!!! hindi ako plastik alam mo yan. SO DON'T MAKE ME ONE.
hah. and i remember you saying. "walang kasalanan ang isang tao kung di malalaman nung ginawan niya ng kasalanan yung ginawa niya." PHILOSOPHY BA YAN NG ISANG MATINONG TAO? "walang emotions, blah blah blah" whatever. if you want to live your life that way, then dont include us. and stop talking to us. i dont need you. i dont need him too. tell him to stop talking to me.
i am not a person who cares. (for you or him anymore)
i just finished watching the first season of uncanny xmen. yep, you've read right. the old school xmen cartoons. i used to watch that show about i dunno, a decade ago i guess with my cousins. we used to eat lucky me chicken noodles soup while watching these. it was our favorite. i paid a hundred pesos for kiko to burn all the seasons to a set of dvd-r's. i gave the dvd's to my cousin as a gift for his college graduation. but i got the first two seasons in my gigabeat.
i love watching it. it is so addictive. it got me to reminisce on my childhood days, where everything was so much easier and way less complicated. sometimes i just want to deny that i am already an adult. i still want to be young. but i guess i have to face reality.
back in my real world, i had a very successful start for my week. last monday, i managed to finish my machine problem for coe 111 and its documentation. afterwhich pau and i went straight to Alexan in sm north to buy 2n3904 bjt's for my design problem that is due the next day. at 5 in the morning i managed to make my design problem work and had it checked the next day. that's when i learned that my partner in mobot elective already finished the dead reckoning program for our mobile robot!!
i am really having a great week. that is why i rewarded and let myself watch the xmen cartoons and forget first all the things i have to do. its so nice to just relaxed and be entertained. i wish i could do these things often.
but that's fantasy land. i need to go back to reality. maybe after i watch the entire second season. :grin:
im now officially a high school musical addict. just watched the movie last saturday, i know it was really late. it was really wonderful that i found time to watch this.
and so why am i so addicted? the plot's not that wonderful, but i love the songs and the routines. oh yes im way to old for this but what the, i like it.
for all hsm addicts out there and want the original soundtrack click here.
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dudepauee's journal
tumaba
sembreak na sa wakas
annoyed
pahinga muna
still hopeful
unlucky
the storm is over..
thinking mode
haaay
haaaay
im gonna flunk
vain
missing my old hair
really bored
complacent
relaxed
arrrrrriba!